I don’t know how to love you without being in pain
I held you only once knowing I would never see you again
Laying there so tiny, a perfect angel in my hand
Never to awaken and come with me as planned
Taken from me after I dreamed of you and saw you in my heart
Abruptly over before having a chance to start
Tears continue to fall inside where I felt you flutter
The day it all stopped a memory confused, full of stutter
To love you and know our eyes would never meet
Your tiny heart not strong enough to hold its life force beat
Leaving my heart broken, a corner left empty and grey
A place beyond repair where sorrow will stay
Next to that though is a rainbow of colour
A place painted with the love of daughter and mother
Where rain may refresh you filled with my love
My tears like a warm streaming waterfall washing from above
When they reach you I hope you feel the way you are cherished deep in my soul
I just pray that that when I send my love to you, somehow you know