Tears Painted With Love

I don’t know how to love you without being in pain

I held you only once knowing I would never see you again

Laying there so tiny, a perfect angel in my hand

Never to awaken and come with me as planned

Taken from me after I dreamed of you and saw you in my heart

Abruptly over before having a chance to start

Tears continue to fall inside where I felt you flutter

The day it all stopped a memory confused, full of stutter

To love you and know our eyes would never meet

Your tiny heart not strong enough to hold its life force beat

Leaving my heart broken, a corner left empty and grey

A place beyond repair where sorrow will stay

Next to that though is a rainbow of colour

A place painted with the love of daughter and mother

Where rain may refresh you filled with my love

My tears like a warm streaming waterfall washing from above

When they reach you I hope you feel the way you are cherished deep in my soul

I just pray that that when I send my love to you, somehow you know

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